So my life really is this boring, where all my drafted blogs are a few sentances long. Although as we speak I am on the phone to ATOS to try and find out what is happening to my PIP claim.This might take a while.
The main thing I have been dealing with is fleas, we seem to have the very very stubborn kind that don’t want to leave my house. Now this might not seem a major thing to a lot of people. You spray/put down powder, then hoover. You flea treat the pets, give them a bath with flea shampoo and comb them. Then deflea the house again, hoovering and everything.
Seems simple right, not when you are OCD and you clean the carpets on a Saturday and a Saturday only and it makes you freak when you have to do it on a different day. If it was just me, tbh I probably would of just left it, but when you have a two year old, you do try and keep your house in as clean a state as possible. Just to clarify when I say clean, I don’t mean toys all over the place, but where you are not wading through 6 foot of dirt.
So between myself and my OH (mainly my OH) we have managed to get it done, And using a combination of sprays and natural remedies I think we have gotten rid of the blighters. I would say thought, don’t ever try and bathe a cat, they don’t like it.
Other than that and my ebay shopping for my son nothing really has happened. I am very up at the moment. The last two nights, yep folks I said night. I have slept for about 8 hours, which I haven’t done in a good few years. I have stopped taking my medication, it was doing nothing and I believe it is the right step for me to take. Not sure what the medical professionals will think but oh well.
However C expressed concerns that this could be the reason why I am manic, also I do know that in the time she has known me I have gone from down to being up for a few months and then the depression hits again and as she once said to me, my bouts of depression have gotten much worse and gone on longer and knowing C she has this in the back of her head.
And the final and very exciting thing is J is about to give birth any second. She doesn’t know but I am sure she will name her new baby after me (the baby could be a boy and I am a girl, so I might be living n cloud cookoo land but oh well)