I deleted my facebook, you see the thing is, i get to this stage in my depression cycle when I stop caring, I am still not sure how the hell my partner is here, cause he is the first one I push away.
The thing is, a large amount of my friends are on facebook, plus this time I did a I am deleting my facebook account in 12 hours post. For this I am disgusted with myself but hay ho.
A lot of things have been made this true, I got asked when my 2nd is due. I am not pregnant, I am now just offically fat. The whole election shit I am fed up of it.
But the thing is, my friends are still making sure I am ok C has emailed me. And M has commented on here. So I know I am loved, but I just don’t care anymore, its a horrible place to be I suppose for everyone else and I wish I could explain it better, the best way for me though, is I much prefer being depressed and not moving out of my bed than this