I have not woken up in the best frame of minds. The thought of moving very far feels me with dread and the thought of doing anything just seems like a giant task
The problem with this frame of mind is I have a puppy which needs walking, a toddler who needs entertaining, even writing this or any other post seems like an effort and a partner who is at work.
The other problem I have is my OCD, the lounge and the toilet needs doing and the more I sit here watching cbeebies the more anxious I become that I am not doing them and then when I start thinking I should do them the depression kicks in.
I really hate my brain at times
