I woke up this morning, with my brain having done a massive 180 and I am gutted especially after posting this yesterday.
My stomach is churning with panic and I can see the darkness trying to cover me, I slept for something like 10 hours and I am still exhausted, just going to go and pick up my son brought on one of the worse panic attacks I have had in a while. Parents at my son nursery were trying to talk to me, and all I could think of was the loud roaring in my head
I can feel the anger building up as well, but at least this means I can still feel something which is, in my opinion, much better than the nothingness which may well be turning up.
I am just so upset, I had even started looking at job opportunities but the fact that I have, in the space of 24 hours, gone from up in the clouds, to the seventh circle of hell