`I hate my brain

I woke up this morning, with my brain having done a massive 180 and I am gutted especially after posting this yesterday.

My stomach is churning with panic and I can see the darkness trying to cover me, I slept for something like 10 hours and I am still exhausted, just going to go and pick up my son brought on one of the worse panic attacks I have had in a while. Parents at my son nursery were trying to talk to me, and all I could think of was the loud roaring in my head

I can feel the anger building up as well, but at least this means I can still feel something which is, in my opinion, much better than the nothingness which may well be turning up.

I am just so upset, I had even started looking at job opportunities but the fact that I have, in the space of 24 hours, gone from up in the clouds, to the seventh circle of hell

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4 Responses to `I hate my brain

  1. Jules says:

    I hate when that happens… Hang in there

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  2. Astrid says:

    I’m so sosrry you have spiraled down the dark hole of panic. I can relate to being up in the clouds one day and totally exhausted and panicking the next. Hope you feel better soon. #weekendblogshare

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