I did a tongue in cheek post yesterday regarding my body and periods its here if you would like to read it.
This morning it has hit me fairly badly and trying to get through it has not been fun today, we are not trying, but there is still a chance that I could get pregnant and once every four weeks I have this faint hope, which is destroyed everytime I get a period.
This is the worse it has hit me in a while, probably because I am so late And also the anniversary of my miscarriage is coming up in a few days.
Although in a sense I suppose its good that I am not because I would be petrified if I was and the worse was to happen
But I will take a deep breath and get through today, one foot in front of the other and see what tomorrow will bring