Something a little different

So today is a sad day for me. 2 years ago I had my miscarriage, I still remember like it was yesterday, I did this post and to be honest it is still true, so I thought I would reshare it, plus add the two new additions

I saw this and thought actually I can sum up my last three years of having a baby and wanting another one in pictures. So here it is

27th September 2011, this is what I saw

April 6th 2012, this happened

By August 2013, after three months of trying we decided to get this

On November 6th 2013, this happened 

November 27th 2013 at 8 weeks pregnant, the worst happened 

By April 10th 2014, still nothing so we brought this

Now we are about to hit a year since I fell pregnant and still nothing, My OH is putting his foot down on any new animals, but we shall see

March 21st 2015, still nothing so these two happen

I am hoping 2016 is our year. C keeps telling me that our bodies and brains understand a lot more than we give them credit for. And maybe the reason for not getting pregnant is because I just wouldn’t be able to handle it right now. But it still hurts