A thought popped into my head last night and it was how am I going to cope if/when one of my parents died.
I say if/when because I do not like the idea that they might die, but living with partner who at the age of 34 is an orphan, I have to face up to reality that maybe my parents wont live forever, which for the record is very selfish of them.
I am not sure why this thought popped into my head, it is pretty morbid even for me. But I think the reason is, I don’t deal with loss well, and with a death of someone like my parents I wonder if that may push me over the edge.
Well hopefully I wont be finding out for a very long time