I came to the realisation today that I am spiralling downwards. I haven’t gotten dressed in days, haven’t left the house in over a week. And I am sleeping a lot, A hell of a lot for an insomniac.
I am not sure if realising this is a good thing, I know something is wrong, but I just don’t care, I am just “happy” for the darkness to consume me.
I am tired of fighting this, and so I am just not sure what to do, I need to start from scratch but it was such a long journey to begin with. I really dont want to start.