Its been a couple of weeks and I am back, I really needed that break, while my anxiety is still bad, the depression has lifted, which is a relief.
I think some of it has been how stressful its been. Over the past few weeks I have had 3 birthdays, my mum, my dad and my son’s.
Yep my little boy has turned 4, he had a great day starting off with having ice cream and jelly for breakfast and presents and ending with his fav dinner. I managed to get out of enough of the funk to give him a fairly decent day. So I am pretty proud of myself and he got some lovely presents.
Of course with my depression ending my old friend mania is here, so I have transformed my lounge, cleared out the spare room and changed it into a playroom for my son, caught up on the washing, the cleaning and generally made the house a showroom, for as long as it takes my son to decide he wants to change it.
I will be catching up, but my son is still on holiday (this is a long arse holiday) so its going to be difficult