Bollocks

I had a doctors app this morning. By 9am I was throwing up, I assume this was due to be anxious rather than anything else. 9.20am I was on messenger to C and J to get some support and by 9.55am I left my house and travelled the 10 minutes to the doctors.

I borrowed my partner’s headphones to distract me, I worked through what I was going to say to the doctor, try and explain what is going on in my head.

Got there and my app is for tomorrow.

I need to get out of this fog. I even have it on the calendar for tomorrow

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13 Responses to Bollocks

  1. Suze says:

    I have done that more times than I can count.

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  2. Oh you poor thing … honestly I really do know how you feel if it makes you feel any better … probably not. In actual fact I did a post on going to the doctor last month … so I really CAN relate! Give it a read if you feel you’re alone, because you’re not – I promise!

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  3. Hang in there love! Most of us in the same boat (specially me, with three kids running in circles around me). Hope you find your way out from the fog, with complete mental and physical health. Stay strong!

    xoxoxo

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  4. Sheila Moss says:

    I just did that the other day. Got up early, fought rush hour traffic, drove 25 miles, parked and went in only to find I didn’t need to be there. I hate when that happens.

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