In an attempt to try and find out what is going on with me, I thought I would do some research on the tablets I am on.
The thing is, I am not a trained professional in anyway when it comes to tablets, but I do know that when something goes wrong in some way, people will write about it.
I found a few things, which stated that the tablets Brintellix can cause suicidial thoughts in people under 25, well as much as I can try and convince myself and other people I am not under 25.
I did find one other account of an older gentleman who also had these same thoughts, more worryingly though for me, is that he also is having the same physical symptoms I have been having that I put down to some type of bug.
However as Abraham Lincoln once said you can’t trust everything you read on the internet 😉
I am unsure what to do now, I am going to go back to the doctor and explain what I have found, hopefully they can ease my fears, but I can’t keep living like this anymore.
Its not just my head either, I feel sick most of the time, I get hot really quickly, a lot of it is the physical symptoms that I am dealing with and if it doesn’t have anything to do with the tablets then maybe she can help me figure out what the hell it is