Its been tough

I have been dipping in and out of my blog recently. I am still not coping well with the change, and to be honest, I can’t see much point of doing anything about it at the moment, with a move happening again fairly soon.

On that, I did go and look at the new place, its much much further away than I thought, but its bigger than what we have now, weirdly, it has a balcony so that is monkey thrilled to bits.

They have to do a few bits to get it up, but then its all ours. I think it might be easier than where we are now. I keep hearing, bangs and crashes and it puts me on edge a lot.

The walk to monkey’s school is painful still. I keep hoping it is going to let up and if I keep pushing myself, it will get better, but no my anxiety starts to kick in at noon and then I spend so long just wanting to throw up. I can now cycle most of it, however I am going to have to do a day cycling and then the next day walking.

I think that would be the right way to do this. Just got to wait now for the housing assosication to clear up and let us know when we can move.

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14 Responses to Its been tough

  1. fakeflamenco says:

    May you find the strength to cope with today’s troubles and know you have a lot of cheerleaders on the sidelines!

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  2. 😦 It is understandable if you aren’t posting as much with everything that is going on in your personal life. I hope it calms down for you soon.

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  3. We all have bad days, weeks, months, etc. Don’t fret about being absent. We understand, or at least I do. It seems to me like you have a good idea on how to make things a little better and more bearable. I hope things start looking up for you soon!

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  4. JoHanna Massey says:

    Be gentle with yourself. Lots of big change in your life right now. Supporting you in your journey.

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  5. joyroses13 says:

    (((Hugs))) to you! So much going on. Its important now that you take care of yourself with all the stress on your shoulders. Your followers aren’t going anywhere, we will be here when you return, we understand!
    I am glad you found a bigger place and cool about the balcony. Hoping that it all works out for you and that you can feel sunshine moments in your days amidst everything!

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