I have been dipping in and out of my blog recently. I am still not coping well with the change, and to be honest, I can’t see much point of doing anything about it at the moment, with a move happening again fairly soon.
On that, I did go and look at the new place, its much much further away than I thought, but its bigger than what we have now, weirdly, it has a balcony so that is monkey thrilled to bits.
They have to do a few bits to get it up, but then its all ours. I think it might be easier than where we are now. I keep hearing, bangs and crashes and it puts me on edge a lot.
The walk to monkey’s school is painful still. I keep hoping it is going to let up and if I keep pushing myself, it will get better, but no my anxiety starts to kick in at noon and then I spend so long just wanting to throw up. I can now cycle most of it, however I am going to have to do a day cycling and then the next day walking.
I think that would be the right way to do this. Just got to wait now for the housing assosication to clear up and let us know when we can move.