Ok, I have been banging on about how I have been behind, well I have nearly caught up and its amazing how much more relaxed I am now.
My OCD makes my anxiety worse, I still have a few things to do, but I am very nearly there. Also I have finally finished the thing that was bothering me the most, which was doing a budget and sorting out debts and payments. I mean, part of the problem is the fact that when you have nothing you can’t really give anything, but now having down it and got it all written down in front of me, I can see exactly how much I can offer to give.
I also went through my bank account and made sure that everything we had going out couldn’t be cut back even further, I have also done the adult thing of getting a joint bank account for all our household expenses, we each know how much is going into it and that way we should be able to control it better, without swapping each other cards when one or the other of us needs things.