Is it a Happy New Year?

I disappeared for a little bit, I needed a bit of a break, my laptop has broken and no one could fix it over the holidays.

I wanted to spend Christmas with monkey and my partner with no real worries.

Lets start by me saying Merry Christmas and Happy new year to you all.

I had high hopes that this year was going to be the year I get back into work, I felt like I was getting stronger. My brain had other ideas.

I woke up in a massive panic this morning, so much so I went back to bed. Its just after 5pm here and I am still highly strung and really really anxious. I am struggling and there has been no real trigger for it, when I get like this there is little that I can do.

I really didn’t want to start my New year like this.

Other than this we have had a great Christmas and New Year was very chilled. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

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25 Responses to Is it a Happy New Year?

  1. Happy New Year!πŸŽ†Stay strong πŸ’ͺ

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  2. Happy New Year. You got this πŸ’ͺ❀

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  3. Cyranny says:

    Dear Trina, I am really sorry to read that you started 2019 on such a sour note. For this new year, I wish you, Monkey and your better half health, happiness, and that mansion we’ve been talking about for a while… I am still waiting for the lotery to draw my numbers, they’ve been on the lazy side, but I am hopeful that they should get to it soon! πŸ˜› Jokes aside, I really hope 2019 will be a good one for you, you so deserve it! *big hugs*

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  4. rugby843 says:

    Sorry to hear that, hopefully ’19 will be better

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  5. missschade says:

    I wish you a fantastic year and that you are able to go all the steps you want to take!

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  6. ruthsoaper says:

    Happy New Year Trina! I missed your post and am happy you are back. Just because today, the new year, started of bad does not mean the whole year will be. Stay positive – tomorrow is a new day. β™₯

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  7. 😦 Hope it gets better soon!

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  8. fakeflamenco says:

    Missed you, but very glad you had a relaxing holiday. I’m thinking starting something new this year can cause anxiety. Once you pass through it, you may feel stronger. Wishing you a very Happy New Year. Hugs from afar. -Rebecca

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  9. mydangblog says:

    I hope so too, Trina–Happy New Year:-)

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