The reason why the title has a question mark is for once, I am not sure. One of my signs of showing I am going downhill is because I don’t want to cook, this is why we have a fuck it freezer drawer. It contains fishfingers, chips, nuggets, simple easy food, that monkey will eat.
Even that has been an effort, but I also know, I am struggling in general trying to get motivation, I still feel like I am not down down, but also not steady.
I have meetings with various mental health people the rest of the week, so I am hoping, those are going to help, especially if I can talk it all out and figure out what is bugging me.
Its probably the fact that I still don’t have any money and my washing machine has gone the way of the dodo. Hopefully I will find some sort of positive, but at the moment, I am just looking at my bank account and thinking 30 years ago I could of bought some stuff for £2.75, now I can buy half a penny sweet 😉
Its good to be crazy Sometimes 
So sorry to hear that you are really having a tough time with motivation, and finances. I can certainly understand that, not to mention relate to it as well.
I hope your visits with the mental health people go well, and that they are able to help you with some of your struggles.
Hang in there, Sweetie. 😘
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Thanks Beckie, I think its harder knowing I have the money coming to me, than not knowing if I was going to get it
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I hope you are better soon and that things start looking up. I have everything crossed for you and know it’s no easy thing to do to get back on top of feelings and problems. I am always here to chat if you want xxx
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Thank you so much Suzi
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Hang in there, Trina. From what the feed looks like, many are struggling. It is the transition from winter to shit storm, here, that puts many of us in the dumps. I am always here if you need a listening ear.
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Thanks Eve, I should be all good, hopefully just a blip
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Fingers crossed for the finances to be resolved soon. I like the idea of the freezer food. Smart to have it on hand! -R
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I think I have about another 2 weeks or so for it all to be sorted, but I hate wishing time away
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2 more weeks? how about magic instant deposit ; )
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I wish, I keep looking at my bank account and thinking yep, still the same as it was yesterday
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I know that fight! All too well! 😦
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