Its a weird one

This weekend has been weird. First off, my washing machine arrived, which was very exciting, I have no idea how to work it, but its washing the clothes. It just seems to take much longer than I am use to, it also seems very loud but I wonder if that has more to do with the fact I am not use to hearing one.

I have been very aware of this growing feeling of anxiety and just not feeling motivated. I think part of this was due to being ill, I was behind on my cleaning.

Over the weekend, I have tried to catch up, but I am still behind and I am still struggling and to be honest it hasn’t helped by the massive amount of washing that I still have.

However, I am getting there with it all, the main problem we have, is that because we were only doing one wash a week at the laundrette, we had to make a decision on the most important clothes, those being, Monkeys uniform and clothes, my partners uniform, underwear and t-shirts and then anything else we could fit in, like towels.

The last wash we did, was things to get us through the weekend till the washing machine got here, so I actually have very few clothes left to me, as I knew I could happily not move over the weekend, it did mean that I promised monkey if he could survive till Tuesday, then we could go to the park, but that meant 24 hours only indoors. My partner took him to a Lego thing on Saturday and will do something with him today, but then our family week of fun starts on Tuesday, hopefully, as long as I have caught up with everything and have some clothes to wear.