I am trying to figure out what is going on with me, as it stands, everything is where it should be, financially, relationship, family and friends.
To be honest this is probably the happiest I should be in months, and yet I am not. I can’t figure it out and it could be down to the simple fact that for so long, I have relied on the fact I am pissed off and anger has carried me through for so long.
If I am going to be honest I feel a little lost, I don’t have the passion to write, I am literally writing to mark the time of day, I am writing nothing of note and yet so much is going on in the world.
I just wish I could pinpoint what is going on with me, its not a nice feeling