On the good news front, my laptop has been fixed.
I am still trying to deal with my emotions, I had an app with my mental health nurse and tried to explain how I was feeling, I am not sure I did a good job though. During the meeting, it was suggested that I could be discharged, I am not sure how I feel about this. On the one side it means I am better, on the other side, I am not sure I have realised I am very reliant on them, which could be a bad thing but also they are helping me, but if I no longer need that help is it fair I take it away from someone who does.
I think when it comes down to it, too many things have changed and are changing too quickly for my liking.
But having said all of that, I am excited about not being under the mental health team, yes this sentence is a contradiction of what I just said but that is how I am at the moment.
The best way for me to sort it, is just to keep talking, this seems to work for me, so lets chat