On the good news front, my laptop has been fixed.
I am still trying to deal with my emotions, I had an app with my mental health nurse and tried to explain how I was feeling, I am not sure I did a good job though. During the meeting, it was suggested that I could be discharged, I am not sure how I feel about this. On the one side it means I am better, on the other side, I am not sure I have realised I am very reliant on them, which could be a bad thing but also they are helping me, but if I no longer need that help is it fair I take it away from someone who does.
I think when it comes down to it, too many things have changed and are changing too quickly for my liking.
But having said all of that, I am excited about not being under the mental health team, yes this sentence is a contradiction of what I just said but that is how I am at the moment.
The best way for me to sort it, is just to keep talking, this seems to work for me, so lets chat
I’m happy to hear your laptop is fixed. It’s good that you feel you are ready to navigate on your own. I struggle with mental health too. It’s good to feel self reliant.
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It is, but it is also very scary
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Yes it definitely is. Just stay strong. You can handle anything. That’s what my mom always tells me.
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My mum use to say that as well, 🙂 thank you
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You’re welcome 😊
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Yay laptop! I bet that was difficult to live without. As for the mental health support, hope you’ll have enough to transition into more independence.
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It has been. we have been on a time share with the main computer
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Are you still under the meantl health team? Hows that going?
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yep still under them, because my mood is still up and down they haven’t realised me yet
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