No I don’t think I am

I stopped posting apart for my links which are scheduled.

I would say I am sorry, but I am not, I think those that follow me, realise that with mental health sometimes you can just stop for a while, as you regroup.

The problem is I haven’t. Regrouped I mean, I am have followed the rabbit down the dark hole and its not great.

I missed a doctor’s appointment on Wednesday because I couldn’t go, its not like I didn’t want to go its because my anxiety has gotten so bad, my depression has come back with a vengeance.

Missing it has actually made my anxiety worse. Added to that, monkey is away for the weekend, which just adds to my anxiety, he left a while ago and on the one hand he really didn’t seemed bothered that he wasn’t going to be seeing me for a couple of days, but on the other, he really didn’t seemed bothered that he wasn’t going to be seeing me for a couple of days. Kid can’t win.

I am struggling and admitting it is a good sign but opening up to medical professionals is better and that is my next step.

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19 Responses to No I don’t think I am

  1. Definitely get a hold of your doctor! If you can’t be seen today, have them at least talk to you over the phone.
    I wish I could be there for you, and give you a hug of support. I know what a horrible time you are going through. I’m so sorry, Sweetie!
    If you want to discuss this more, you can email me at (
    Hang in there, and know I’m here for you! 💗

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  2. I hope things look up soon and you get into the doctor ASAP.

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  3. Suze says:

    Hang in there sweetie! Please at the very least call that doc! You CAN do this, even while totally depressed and anxious. I hope it gets better for you. You deserve good things.

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  4. Giving you a big bear hug, I know how anxiety and depression can debilitate, it’s bloody awful

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  5. ruthsoaper says:

    Never a need to apologize Trina but please take care of yourself.

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  6. Carol Anne says:

    Well you post when you can! We’ll be here whenever that is! Anxiety sucks! I’m sorry that got you lately and is still getting to you! Big hug! ❤

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