I am still struggling with near enough everything, I am struggling to write, I have written and trashed this post so many times.
I am not sure why I am finding it so difficult to say I am struggling , its never been a problem before.
I am worried, that this time its different and I don’t want people to know what I might do.
I know that seems worrying, but the thing is I don’t feel suicidal, so I have no idea what this might mean.
I will just keep clinging to what ever I can and go from there