I got up early this morning, I wanted to get on with things while Monkey was still asleep, its half term here, so its all going to be busy.
Crack on with doing the dishes and catching up with emails and suddenly boom, anxiety hits me like being headbutted in the stomach.
No reason for it, I am not planning on going out today, I want to make sure whatever bug Monkey had is gone for good.
He has seemed alright over the weekend, but still a bit off colour, I have done the 48 hour rule and so if he had school, I would have probably sent him in, but saying that he is still asleep.
Anyway I wasn’t sure why I suddenly had a massive anxiety feeling, I have noticed it is happening more and more when nothing is triggering it and I am not sure how to fight it.
Its tough not knowing what to do when its your own brain. I, personally, wish it would bugger off and leave me alone.