With Monkey at his new school, my routine has changed and getting my OCD use to it has become a nightmare. It doesn’t like it, which makes my anxiety a lot worse. I am not talking any major changes, but the simple thing like leaving later. For some reason I am on edge till I leave.
Because I know its not right, maybe because I am scared I am going to be late, but I would rather leave later than leave at the usual time and have to hang around the school, maybe having to chat to someone.
That would be a step too far, hopefully I will settle into it, we are less than a week in.