I am really struggling and I don’t know how to articulate it properly, the thoughts are coming back to the forefront of my mind instead of being an annoying voice in the back of my mind.
My partner is being fantastic, as is Monkey, but I am drawing further and further away from them and yes that is possible in a isolation.
I think I might have to call the doctor, I don’t want to for some reason, normally I am good at going to the doctors, but this time round I just don’t want to and I worry this is my depression talking rather than the rational me.
I can still have a laugh and a joke, but I have become a master at being able to disguise like that.
I just know, I am going to need further help on this.