I think I might have to (Tuesday)

I am really struggling and I don’t know how to articulate it properly, the thoughts are coming back to the forefront of my mind instead of being an annoying voice in the back of my mind.

My partner is being fantastic, as is Monkey, but I am drawing further and further away from them and yes that is possible in a isolation.

I think I might have to call the doctor, I don’t want to for some reason, normally I am good at going to the doctors, but this time round I just don’t want to and I worry this is my depression talking rather than the rational me.

I can still have a laugh and a joke, but I have become a master at being able to disguise like that.

I just know, I am going to need further help on this.

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10 Responses to I think I might have to (Tuesday)

  1. First of all… you’re recognizing the signs 👍. Now slow it all down. It’s ok to feel like this. I know this all too well (I also understand that it’s easier said then done when you’re stuck in thick of it) You will come back eventually. I’ve had it last months, weeks, and sometimes I can shake it in a few hours. No longer on meds I struggle a bit more but I can still get a grasp here and there of the reality and it helps to real it all back in. I hope some of the scrambled words I just threw at you has helped in some way. Feel better. Stay Safe. You got this🤙

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  2. Suze says:

    you are recognizing you need help and that is the hardest part of any metal issue. Call the doc sweetie.

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  3. Joshua Shea says:

    As somebody who used to routinely ignore his mental health, to the point it played a large part of me doing time in jail, I urge you to get the help that your body is telling you that you need. Ignoring of pretending something isn’t there never results in someone saying “Glad I neglected myself.” Please make a call ASAP.

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  4. fakeflamenco says:

    Trina, it’s great you know yourself so well. Follow your instincts. Hugs, Rebecca

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  5. Carol Anne says:

    hugs. so hard to admit it isn’t it? glad you are going to call to get seen. Hope it will happen quickly. Xxxx

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