After the other night, when I got woken up by the cat yesterday I managed a 6am sleep, till gone 10am. A good 4 hours but still not at night.
The main problem with yesterday, that I have done something with my eye and it really hurt. So when I went to pick Monkey up, I stopped by the chemist to get some eyewash rather than just use water. But that explains, why I didn’t write anything, it was really painful to concentrate on a screen
The eyewash seemed to work and I could open my eye without it watering, but it does feel delicate.
I finally started feeling tired, so I headed to bed, at around 2am I finally fell asleep. This time my anxiety was going nuts, so I was finding it really tough to sleep.
At 4.50am I was woken by Monkey who had had a bad dream, I really did try and go back to sleep but my brain was not having any of it.
In the end I got up, which is were we are now. My main problem is that I usually do all my cleaning and pottering about but on Wednesday I give the place a really good hoover, get all the attachments out sort of a thing rather than a quick run round. When its 5am and you live in a small 2 bed place, where we are back under lockdown, so people are less tolerant, you do want to try and be as quiet as possible.
Thus I shall sit here trying to figure out why I am so anxious. Maybe start going through my reblog list, I am sure I have a few.