Yesterday I dropped and collected Monkey from school, since my partner has been at home, we usually take turns in doing it.
First, it rained on both sets of journeys. I was soaked both times.
Second, on the way to go collect him, I had a panic attack, not sure why but I was really struggled not to run back home and send my partner. I did manage to get Monkey, but it was very uncomfortable and because he is starting to get to that age, I can’t hug him or hold his hand near his school. That made it a little bit more difficult, although I can bet if I told him I needed a hug, he probably would have done.
Now just to try and figure out what triggered it