Up and down and round and round

This weekend, has been a bit wierd. On Friday I found out that my PIP (disability benefit) is being stopped, this is before I have been assessed.

They are running about 3 months behind due to the pandemic, but because its ending, they won’t continue it, it really is fucked.

This along with my partner’s job really is going to fuck us over financially.

I am not sure what to do on it at the moment, so I spent the weekend thinking it will be ok, we have faced worse to fuck everything. I did spend most of Sunday in bed, to try and get my head together, but I never know whether that helps or just makes me more down.

I am sure I will come up with something, I am just fed up of getting up on our feet and then being pushed back down again.