Since Saturday, I have been down and can only feel myself getting worse, its starting to become a struggle to want to get out of bed, today has been the worst I have been.
Despite the announcements that have come out today, which should have me dancing round the room, I think I have hit my brick wall and keep hitting it.
Of course, with the news that schools are going back in 2 weeks, has made my anxiety rise, how the fuck am I going to get Monkey to school, when I struggle to take the rubbish out
Just one foot in front of the other now.
Its good to be crazy Sometimes 
When I (used to) feel depressed like that, the only thing that really helped was to refocus my mind. Blogging was probably the #1 way I did that, but also just being out doing (solo) things that I loved… horses, hiking, photography. Mental resets are so necessary and so is healthy alone time.
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I think part of the problem is I am never alone, there is always someone here
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I responded on your Trina asks question about seeing this one. Sending you more and more big squishy bear hugs. One foot in front of the other though is rather better than one foot back of the other. I would be most concerned that you would trip. I know that I would. End up on back like a turtle kicking legs unable to get up. Hope I made you smile a little. 🙂
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That would be amusing
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Trina!! Want me to swim across the pond and give ya a big squeeze?? I think that would help us both. I’ll wear my mask 😷 … and need a towel. 💜
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I can be on the shores with a towel and hot food
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Loads of love to you my friend! You can do it I’m rooting for ya! I’m having a wobble tonight too! xoxo
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I hope your wobble doesn’t last long
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