My mood has finally improved, although my anxiety has gone up, the fog seems to have cleared on my depression.
My PIP (disability benefits) decision has come back and I scored a total of zero points. I need to reread it again and go through it all, but one of the things that struck me was the sentence “you are starting university.” Now this is news to me, I can’t remember even saying anything about further education. On occassion I do think about it and the logicistics. So there is a possibility I may have said something like that, but then I also think about world domination and overthrowing the government and if I am going to be honest, I am much further ahead in that planning than planning on doing an education courses.
I maybe replying with that to be honest, I have to read the rest of it, without being disturbed by Monkey, my partner is off tomorrow, so I will do everything then.
Although talking about Monkey, he is back to school on Monday and very excited, we need to check out his uniform and make sure it all fits still. I am a wee bit worried about his shoes, but hopefully everything else should be ok.
But this is why my anxiety has gone up so much the thought of doing the school run, the plan is my partner is going to run him in, while I pick him up, we have learnt that I am more likely to pick up him, then drop him off when my anxiety is high, because its easier to call in sick then just leave him at the school.
I have finished spring cleaning my kitchen and it looks really good, although it wasn’t too bad in the first place, but I did sort out the cupboard which holds our bin.
This weekend, I am going to go through Monkey’s room again, he has problems letting toys go, but if he wants to get some display cabinets up for his lego, we are going to have to get rid of somethings.
That should keep us both amused on Saturday. Although that is the plan, I am 99% sure we are just going to end up playing with the lego.