I need to get back to where I was

The first day back at school for Monkey, he was very excited. As the day as moved on, my anxiety has gotten worse and worse.

A year ago, I was in the position of doing both drop off and pick up and was managing the anxiety and starting to go further abroad.

Now, I feel like I am back to where I started, although without the debilitating depression, so thats a silver lining.

I have to go pick him up, but it has consumed me since I woke up, I have had a bath and cracked on with my cleaning jobs, but I am well aware of the stomach churning feeling I have. My chest is starting to feel heavy as well.

I did do myself lunch, but I didn’t fancy eating it once I got it.

2 hours to go. I can do this.

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14 Responses to I need to get back to where I was

  1. Cyranny says:

    You definately can do this! And if you need it, I’ll put on my unicorn suit and cheer up for you from my balcony!! Go! Go! Go! πŸ™‚

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  2. masgautsen says:

    You can do this! πŸ˜€

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Carol anne says:

    hugs. I hate the stomach churning and tight chest, I hope the pick up went well! Xx

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