The first day back at school for Monkey, he was very excited. As the day as moved on, my anxiety has gotten worse and worse.
A year ago, I was in the position of doing both drop off and pick up and was managing the anxiety and starting to go further abroad.
Now, I feel like I am back to where I started, although without the debilitating depression, so thats a silver lining.
I have to go pick him up, but it has consumed me since I woke up, I have had a bath and cracked on with my cleaning jobs, but I am well aware of the stomach churning feeling I have. My chest is starting to feel heavy as well.
I did do myself lunch, but I didn’t fancy eating it once I got it.
2 hours to go. I can do this.
Its good to be crazy Sometimes 
You definately can do this! And if you need it, I’ll put on my unicorn suit and cheer up for you from my balcony!! Go! Go! Go! 🙂
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I did it, I am exhausted now
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I hope you can give yourself a treat as a “well-done” to yourself.
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I am going to have an early night I think
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Sleep certainly helps. Have a lovely day despite everything 🙋♀️🐝
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It didn’t happen in the end, 7am I eventually dropped off
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Sigh, insomnia is a bugger. Sorry for my language but it’s 2am and I am up for an hour. And I know I won’t be sleeping now. It doesn’t matter so much because I can’t work yet and do not have any children but it just brings all in chaos 🙋♀️🐝🕯
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Did you manage to get any sleep, I don’t think it matters a massive amount about what is going on, not being able to sleep is miserable and at 2am there is not alot of people to talk to, making it lonely as well
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You can do this! 😀
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Thank you, I did manage it, but was exhausted when I got back
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The important thing is that you did it! Hope it will be a little better tomorrow
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Fingers crossed, just got to keep doing it
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hugs. I hate the stomach churning and tight chest, I hope the pick up went well! Xx
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I think my partner is going to do it again, I haven’t moved from the bedroom yet, I just can’t face it
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