Over the last few days, I have been doing pretty well getting out and about. It helps I am distracted by Monkey and by Pokemon.
Monday, when Monkey was due back to school, I got that overridding anxiety feeling again. My partner took him in, but by the afternoon, I was a fucking mess and it got me thinking. How can I go out with him having fun but not be ok to get to the school and it occured to me, where we have been going, there have been very few people.
It might not be about the space, it might be about the amount of people. Or I just really don’t like going to a school