Tuesday did not go well, I didn’t sleep at all. Meaning that by the time I was meant to take Monkey into school, I was dead on my feet, so instead my other half did it.
I then had to pick him up in the afternoon, which increased my already massive anxiety, my partner did offer to do it for me, but I am determined to fight through it.
However, the whole day was wasted, in the sense I got nothing done, no emails, not cleaning and no sewing.
Which makes me, you guessed it even more anxious, so as I write this, its nearly 11pm and I am working my way through the emails, having finished the cleaning, hopefully I am going to sleep tonight, as I think I only had a few hours throughout the day, everytime I closed my eyes I started getting panicky at all the things I should be doing.
If I can finish by 1am I will be happy and should be able to sleep with only the normal anxiety that doing the school run brings