My confidence last week came to bite me back on the arse, my anxiety has been sky high this weekend. I found it difficult to go out with Monkey on the Saturday, we managed it, but I was panicky the whole way round.
I didn’t move out the flat on Sunday, I just couldn’t do it, but I did manage to get Monkey to school on Monday morning, so that is a good thing, came straight home though rather than go for a walk.
Hopefully it is going to ease fairly soon. On top of this my partner has had his hours cut completely, we knew this was going to happen at some point but we were hoping for July. This has put us in the shithole for finances for the next month or so, Just got to keep our fingers crossed he can get another job fairly quickly, this one was always temporary but trying to find anything else has been near impossible.
I did solve one problem though, recently my laptop has been overheating at times, so I got a cooling matt for it, it has blue lights and is awesome