My confidence last week came to bite me back on the arse, my anxiety has been sky high this weekend. I found it difficult to go out with Monkey on the Saturday, we managed it, but I was panicky the whole way round.
I didn’t move out the flat on Sunday, I just couldn’t do it, but I did manage to get Monkey to school on Monday morning, so that is a good thing, came straight home though rather than go for a walk.
Hopefully it is going to ease fairly soon. On top of this my partner has had his hours cut completely, we knew this was going to happen at some point but we were hoping for July. This has put us in the shithole for finances for the next month or so, Just got to keep our fingers crossed he can get another job fairly quickly, this one was always temporary but trying to find anything else has been near impossible.
I did solve one problem though, recently my laptop has been overheating at times, so I got a cooling matt for it, it has blue lights and is awesome
Hugs! You still managed to push yourself out of your comfort zone with monkey on Saturday. If you ever get tired of my cheerleading let me know. I have had my own struggles with depression and anxiety and do have an idea of the struggles you face. I came out the other side of mine luckily with meds but that is why I cheerlead for you. And on top of that you are the most excellent of ladies and I am pleased to say you sorta like me. or at least put up with me. Have a great day Trina. Biggest bear hug. 🙂
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I love your cheerleading, it very much helps. Big bear hug right back at you
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I never thought about getting a cooling mat, I need to check that out
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It has made a massive difference, my laptop had started shutting down programmes or just itself, I am going to have someone look at the fan but in the meantime, the cooling mat is working
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Sorry the weekend was so tough for you Trina! I hope your partner gets a new job fast! In the meantime keep on swimming! You can do this! ❤
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going to have to at the moment, just wish it was easier
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Sending positive thoughts your way!
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Thank you 🙂
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