I know I am impatient

I never know if its one of my skills or one of my failings, when I want something, I want it now, depending on what it is will depend on how hard I bullhead my way to getting it.

As I have mentioned several time, everytime I thought I was well enough to start resuming my normal life, I have been pushed back, whether by my body or my brain. That has been tough to take things slowly, its been really annoying, but I have had to listen to my whole body.

It has been a tough start to the year, I dont think either myself or my partner thought that one of us would be badly affected by it, not too bad, but enough to put more load on one person.

But we have plans coming up, so I am taking things slowly, as I cant afford to ruin those, also its my birthday in less than a month the big 40, I have no idea what difference that is meant to make to my life, but you never know, I might wake up on my birthday with the overwhelming desire to buy a sports car.