After all the faff I had to do to get my PIP form sent to me, I have left it sat in my email account, thinking next week I will do that, till I looked at it this morning and suddenly realised it was due in a few days.
I hate doing it, I wish I could just press a repeat button so it could autofill for me. I hate it because it shows how limiting my life is.
A great example of this is I have friends going for a weekend away, it sounds like lots of fun, now I couldn’t go due to money but actually when I think about, I think I use that as an excuse a lot, because I hate the feeling of anxiety it gives me. Even though I would probably love that.
I am not sure what my next step should be on this, I keep thinking this has to get better, but I seem to have stalled and I am not sure what to do next, I am already on lists for councilling, but god knows when they are happening.
In the meantime I shall fill in this very depressing form