Tag Archives: depressed

Shit I fucked up

I couldn’t do this morning, I really couldn’t cope. This means and in order I fucked up in Monkey couldn’t go to school No mental health meeting Monkey couldn’t go to school And in terms of my fav quote “Now … Continue reading

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I have really struggled with today, I am not sure whether I am starting to go downhill or whether I just can’t be arsed, it has been tough trying to do anything other than play with Monkey. I started to … Continue reading

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The bit I never liked

The part of my mental health I have never liked is the bit telling me I am faking it. I am a drama queen. At the moment, that bit is screaming at me. I am not sure if I am … Continue reading

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Not in the mood

I am not writing as much as normal, part of that is due to my mood Part is due to my routines being out of sync and part is due to what is going on around me, I am not … Continue reading

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Mood Crash

I have been so good at holding it together over the last few weeks, that it was only a matter of time before my mood dropped to a bad level. I think we can safely say that the drugs are … Continue reading

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Well it was sort of productive day

Ok my main achievement was having a bath and playing monopoly but that is good right? I also made lunch for myself which is a first for a while, I just keep forgetting to eat, I feed monkey and think … Continue reading

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Ongoing

I managed to speak to the tribunal people yesterday and was informed there is no point calling as they won’t get another date for 6 weeks. It is draining and I know my mental health has plunged downwards. I am … Continue reading

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