Tag Archives: depression

Wham Bam

I am not going to lie, its been a tough couple of weeks.   I went into a massive spiral of depression. Nothing I did could knock me out of it, I spent the days my son was at school … Continue reading

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Down the lonely road

I am never sure how to start these types of posts, because, while I love sympthy, I don’t need it in a sense. The last few days have been bad depression wise. I have had thoughts of self harm and … Continue reading

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If its not one thing its another

The post has arrived, I hate getting post, its never anything nice. Today the postman bought me a big brown envelope. No idea what it was, so I opened it. The government want to do a check on me for … Continue reading

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Anxiety, bipolar, OCD and being a mother

When I talk about mental health, I often try and talk in broad terms, but of course with mental health that is impossible, like many other diseases, it depends on the person. My down periods are never like my friend’s … Continue reading

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The postman never brings me nice things

I mean, he brings me bills, overdue letters, and very disappointingly letters from the benefit office. Now I know its not really his fault, he is just doing his job, but since I don’t have a face to put to … Continue reading

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Bastard chemistry

So yesterday I was feeling down, today I am up. I am getting use to these changes. Due to the rapidness of my bipolar, I can go from depressed to manic in 24 hours. However the powers that be threw … Continue reading

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Going down the slide

I have woken up this morning, in the worst depression mood I have had in a while. Its difficult, when you know you have things to do. It feels like I am in a fog, and trying to get out … Continue reading

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