Tag Archives: depression

Quick recovery, means panic over new things

My brain does amuse me sometimes, as I type this out its Tuesday morning, I had my exciting day on Saturday, came back on sunday, curled up in an anxiety ball on Sunday and Monday. Then Monday afternoon, I went … Continue reading

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The Weekend

For those that missed it, myself and my partner were due to go to London for a family bash, Monkey was staying with granddad for the night. On Saturday, Monkey said he wasn’t feeling well, this put us in a … Continue reading

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I am losing it I swear

I have a thing happening on Saturday, I dont want to say too much at the moment, but it is causing lots of anxiety and stress. Although my family are helping out as much as possible, But I am not … Continue reading

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It seems to be going well, I think

Its been hard to motivate myself in the morning, but I have been managing to get all my jobs done, done some exercising, gotten dressed and picked Monkey up so far everyday. This is what I am counting as a … Continue reading

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Nearly caught up and then it starts again

I was up till nearly 3am catching up on things and then this morning I just could not get motivated, I didn’t turn on any devices, but I really struggled to do anything, despite telling myself that the sooner I … Continue reading

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Hit like a ton of bricks

This weekend, was going to be nice family extended weekend, my partner was working 10-3 on Friday and then off till Wednesday. Lots of nice family time. It went wrong, when I woke up on Sunday and anxiety hit me … Continue reading

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Can no longer put it off

After all the faff I had to do to get my PIP form sent to me, I have left it sat in my email account, thinking next week I will do that, till I looked at it this morning and … Continue reading

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Its the Weekend?

I couldn’t get too excited about this weekend for some reason, I am starting to prepare for Monkey’s birthday and for some reason I can’t get into the mood for any of it, I enjoyed spending time lots of time … Continue reading

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Lets Reasses

I had hight hopes for going into town to pay some bills this morning, my brain decided that wasn’t happening, I woke up in a real state of anxiety, I feel like I have forgotten to do something and I … Continue reading

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Maybe its today

I need to go to the shops, I havent been out of comfort zone for nearly a week now, so I am not looking forward to it, its become an effort just for trying to get Monkey in the afternoons … Continue reading

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