Tag Archives: GAD

I think I deserve a gold star

I have managed to get Monkey to school and collect him on time every day this week, plus all my jobs have been done and I have managed to spend a fair bit of time cracking on with the lego. … Continue reading

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Slightly more relaxed

I seem to be getting into my new routine, although it has been helped by Monkey being at holiday club Wednesday and Thursdays, it will be interesting to see what happens tomorrow, when I am so use to having him … Continue reading

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I think that went well

I managed to get Monkey into school and just as important I managed to pick him up. The school seems to have thought fuck it with social distancing for the kids and at the end of the day the parents … Continue reading

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Weird day

I started off going towards manic and then as the day progressed I went between anxiety and back to manic. I think its all to do with Monkey going back into school tomorrow, I have moments when I am really … Continue reading

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Sky High

I haven’t really slept over the past few days and that is mainly because my anxiety is so high, I have been struggling to drop off before 4am. I have noticed then when I don’t sleep my depression is a … Continue reading

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Biff Pow Bang

Thats how I felt most of Monday, I am really struggling with my anxiety and I keep hoping it is going to go away. I managed to distract myself for a time, with planning a day out in London some … Continue reading

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Its going skyhigh

My anxiety that is, I can’t figure out what is wrong. Its like someone has flipped a switch in my head and cranked it right up. Its making it difficult to do anything at all. I include sleeping and eating … Continue reading

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Did you know?

Its not normal to feel so exhausted after going out that you need to go to bed? There are people out there who go to the shops, come home and still do shit? Are you one of these people? How … Continue reading

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The first step is sometimes the biggest

I managed to go out for a walk this evening, 15 minutes just round the block, but I did it. I am calling that a win and now so tired, I am heading to bed

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So then it hit

On Wednesday, my partner took monkey to school for me and I made a fort and stayed in bed. Sometimes I think I am nearly there and then 3 days worth of socialising with close family and I dont want … Continue reading

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