Tag Archives: OCD traits

where did that come from?

Last night I had a plan for how my morning was going to go. It went tits up, which cause anxiety. Lots of anxiety, which makes me irritable. Part of it, was because I couldn’t get done what I wanted. … Continue reading

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Update

It occurred to me that I never updated my about page to reflect my new diagnosis, and I am not sure I ever actually said, and so with all the lovely new people following me, maybe I should. Right, so … Continue reading

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Body and Brain VS me

I am not sure whether its me because part of my mental state is wrapped up with getting pregnant, but this seems to be a conversation my body has with my brain Brain: Hey, pssst body, I am annoyed Body: … Continue reading

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A day in the life of me (short version)

I was trying to explain to my phsycologist today a day in the life of me, and I found it difficult to explain, so I thought maybe writing it down might help. As it stands at the moment, my diagnoises … Continue reading

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down we go and woosh up again

This morning I woke up in a very down mood, literally my first thought was I can’t keep doing this, I don’t want to wake up everyday. The voice of hurting myself was loud and clear and I closed my … Continue reading

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How can I be normal?

Over the last few days to a week. I have been, what can only be descibed as an emotional wreak and its exhausting. I have been trying to think how to explain it, so that people reading this can understand, … Continue reading

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How you shop with OCD traits

Well how it is for me anyway.  I did our four weekly shop, We are fairly regimented when it comes to shopping, I think I have mentioned that we use a butcher for all our meat, and we have a … Continue reading

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who wants me?

Woken up in a really great mood and am cleaning my house from top to bottom This is giving me a little (ok a lot) of anxiety as its not to my routine. But I am working through it and … Continue reading

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fucking bastard ESA

We haven’t had a rant on benefits for ages now, but its nice to know they can still fuck me over when they fancy. You see today ESA (employment and support allowance) was due to be paid into my account. … Continue reading

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