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Wednesday, its getting weirder

I spent the whole of Tuesday in bed, I think I came out a few times, didn’t really eat, just hid from the world, which was the head space I was in, when I wrote the previous post. I am … Continue reading

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I suppose

The one good thing about having not written properly in a while, is I have so much to say, its not coming out fast enough, just as I finish on writing one post, I think, should of said that and … Continue reading

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An interesting meeting

Today I had a meeting with the crisis team, they think I will only be with them a short time, it was an interesting conversation, because this time they focused not only on the depression but also on the manic, … Continue reading

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My Mental Health Brain Dump Part 4

Part 1, Part 2 and Part 3 Depression I was diagnoised a few years back with rapid cycling bipolar. Basically my moods can last only a few hours and can change quickly as well. While recently I haven’t had any … Continue reading

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I don’t want to jinx it but….

This is probably the most stable I have been in months. It has been a weird realisation, that somehow, my bipolar has stabilised *touch wood* I had a brief manic time a few weeks ago, but it was short lived. … Continue reading

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Bastard chemistry

So yesterday I was feeling down, today I am up. I am getting use to these changes. Due to the rapidness of my bipolar, I can go from depressed to manic in 24 hours. However the powers that be threw … Continue reading

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The good with the bad

I know I haven’t talked about my mental health recently, its not because its suddenly gone away (I can wish) but when I am in a down period I often find it difficult to write, I just can’t be arsed. … Continue reading

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I am sick…….

Of being so angry of not being able to leave my house and it getting me so far and then I hit a massive wall of anxiety Of being depressed Of being on benefits and never knowing if this is … Continue reading

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Honey I’m bbbbbaccccckkk

Its been a couple of weeks and I am back, I really needed that break, while my anxiety is still bad, the depression has lifted, which is a relief. I think some of it has been how stressful its been. … Continue reading

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I could give a yoyo a run for its money

I have gone from depressed to manic, to not feeling anything, which as I explained to a friend, I prefer being depressed over not feeling anything, not having any motivation or inspiration to do anything. I am not sure, how … Continue reading

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