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Drugs day 17, 18 and 19 (Friday, Saturday and Sunday)

After Thursday’s adventures, I stayed home on Friday. I am not sure whether its habit or what, but I don’t think a fire would of gotten me to leave the house. So it was a quiet day. Saturday, now that … Continue reading

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Drugs Day 10,11 &12 (Friday, Saturday & Sunday)

Its been a weird sort of a few days, I am still not sure if these drugs are working. Friday, I had to do the food shopping, wasn’t anxious, but I am not sure if that is because I had … Continue reading

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Drugs Day 4 (Monday 4th December)

I know I shouldn’t expect miracles and for the drugs to work straight away, that is not how it happens, it can take up to two weeks, but they were ordered in specially. Yesterday was not good, I really struggled, … Continue reading

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A further step

This morning, I spent it at a farm. It is a step further along to try and make my life more normal. Try to overcome this anxiety. I met my friend, got introduced to the farmer and then got put … Continue reading

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Real difficulty

Yesterday I had real difficulty. My anxiety was still very high from my day from hell. To top it all off, I came out in something similar to hives, small red dots up my arm. I decided that I really … Continue reading

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Its important to note

I haven’t really talked about my mental health recently, this isn’t because I have suddenly cured myself. Its because this at the moment is my normal. I am amazed by the human brain, you get something like mine which has … Continue reading

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I was asked

I was asked once if I had such bad anxiety how come I could still do things. I, personally, think this is an important question and one which makes mental health so difficult to understand. I suffer from agrophobia, when … Continue reading

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Panic

I had promised my son a treat today, usually a cupcake, what normally happens is my partner goes and picks it up, but that is not what happened today. Today I had to go and pick it up, being the … Continue reading

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Living with……

I often think that the hardest thing with anxiety is that people without it can’t comprehend how difficult it is to do simple things like taking your child to school, during the school run. Choosing to either go to the … Continue reading

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Recovery

After yesterdays experience, I am still recovering.   After I typed out my last post, I felt exhausted, it took so much out of me.   Even today I am still feeling really worn down. Its difficult to try and … Continue reading

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