Tag Archives: suicidal thoughts

I left off, on the morning of the move

As soon as my partner got back from dropping monkey off, we started packing up this giant van, we only had the one day with this van. We were due to pick up the keys at 11am, we filled the … Continue reading

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Mental Health Update

I hit yesterday evening and for the first time, noticed I was feeling alright. This seems like a good thing, but to be honest the best way to describe it, is I don’t give a shit. This tends to lead … Continue reading

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This is not the place I wanted to be in

It finally happened, I knew it would one way or the other, it just didn’t go the way I wanted. I am back on my lovely sarcasm  downslide again. I am really struggling to think of anything good. I am … Continue reading

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I had a visitor

As I was about to sit down and start sorting out more lego, there was a knock at the door. When this usually happens, I tend not to answer it and hide. Monkey has different ideas and opens the damn … Continue reading

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Suicidal thoughts

I want to start this off, by saying these are just thoughts, I have no intention of actually doing any of them and to add I also have an app with my doctor on Thursday to talk about these. I … Continue reading

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Its Monday and there comes the anxiety

What I really would like, is a guide book that gives me a rough idea of what my brain or body is going to do next. I got up with my son yesterday morning and spent most of yesterday under … Continue reading

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The thoughts

I haven’t really been talking about the suicidal thoughts in my head. If I am honest, they are always there and its a battle day to day. However recently I have noticed they are more formed, instead of the old … Continue reading

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