Tag Archives: anger

Its natural

I started writing this blog in 2014 October 4th to be exact. At that stage, I was still trying to cope with my mental health. I remember the desperation and frustation I was feeling. The reason why I am writing … Continue reading

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A bolt out of the blue

I have been doing alright, but on Saturday, depression hit, so hard and not just depression, I was so angry with everything. I really struggled with it, it was so bad I didnt move out of bed on Sunday. I … Continue reading

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*Post Share* A Reminder for Living #186

I always calm down before taking action when I am angry https://rahulgaurblog.com/2021/05/16/453-a-reminder-for-living/

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Is it time to go to the Doctors?

I am struggling, I have admitted to myself, my partner and on here. I am now wondering if its time to talk to a doctor. I spoke to my best friend C about it, the problem is I am retreating … Continue reading

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Just got to get through this

My partner got news earlier this week that his job is at risk, it was a lovely way to put, we can’t really afford to hire you anymore. As is my normal way, I dealt with everything I needed to, … Continue reading

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Trying to prob deep

I am trying to figure out what is going on with me, as it stands, everything is where it should be, financially, relationship, family and friends. To be honest this is probably the happiest I should be in months, and … Continue reading

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I am not sure how to feel

After get my tribunal adjourned, I must admit, when they told me I started crying, it was such an effort to get there, sort everything out. Try and deal with the stress of the last week and they fucking adjourn it, … Continue reading

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Mind dump

I am not enjoying life at the moment, I can say with absolout certainity that if it was not for monkey then I would not be here. I hate feeling like this, and these pills, all they are doing is … Continue reading

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*Press it* Red #26

A very dark and angry poem via Red

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Easter Holidays and beyond

With the Easter holidays happening, I discovered that unlike a year ago my son needs more entertaining, he is no longer happy to sit and watch whatever shit is on TV. So it has made it impossible to write, however … Continue reading

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