Monthly Archives: January 2015

my partner

I don’t mention him a lot because I know he is there. Something, I am not sure what, hit me today but I know he will always be there, the man has made the right decisions and basically he is … Continue reading

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spreadsheets and paperwork

Friday’s are my paperwork day. Its when I catch up on letters, call the DWP and ATOS, make app with the doctor, fill in the calander. You get the point. Today, was also the first day that I felt good … Continue reading

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A happy post

So given my last few posts of woe is me, I thought I would try and do a happy post. I am doing this for a few reasons, so that you readers, don’t think God she is a miserable cow, … Continue reading

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This morning

I have woken up this morning, feeling the worse I have in weeks. I found it so difficult to get out of bed, I hate my body, I think its fat, I am seriously thinking of shaving all my hair … Continue reading

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Do I live?

I know a lot of my titles start in a question and I suppose that is because I am looking for an answer and I want someone to answer me somehow. I hate living how I do, my sister said … Continue reading

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To keep a secret

I am rubbish with keeping secrets about my own life. I mean really rubbish, Christmas was a nightmare for me not to turn around to my son and tell him what he was getting. Basically we had to keep a … Continue reading

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Twice in two days I have been confirmed mad.

My title is in jest, although true. Yesterday, I had an app with my shrink, the last was a month ago, he has now prescribed me a higher dose of the anti depressenant I am on (and worked for 10 … Continue reading

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